This house isn’t mine
And it hasn’t been for a long time
Even though I was so excited to move the couch over there
So that there was room for your armchair
And I was more than willing to start spilling my coffee every morning
Running into a brand new kitchen table
Because that table meant breakfast facing you
And the armchair is big enough for two
But now I’m wishing we’d fixed the window sill
Because the paint is chipping and the glass makes everything still
I was ready then to make my house ours
I was ready then, and I’m ready now
I’m ready to hear the scuff of your feet on the doormat
And I’m ready to see your smiling face doing just that
Every once in a while I’ll be sitting, or thinking, or walking
And I’ll pause because I think I hear you talking
So darling, I’m begging you, come down from there, come home
Because this house doesn’t fit just me, alone.
So sad, but very good. I love how you write.